-A group of people ,, standing & sitting ,, what are they doing ?
-Are they waiting for something ?
-These people are liars ,, backstabbers ,, bitches ,,
-Why are they here ?
-Im in my small ,, dark space & I look at myself
-White paint ,, this random & color & tacky shit on my face
-& the people again ,, they are waiting
-For a show
-My show ,,
-I begin to make a slowly enter from a right hand part of the coldest coldest floor
-Laugh ,, bastards ,, laugh
-I stand ,, I fall ,, I walk ,, I jump ,, & fall again
-Laugh ,,
-How can this crowd of millions be so unhearted ?
-Again I stand ,,
-With the white shit covering ,,
-My
Its pounding against my window
Little noises of wonder
Wet things... falling from the heavens
Baby looking out the open glass door
"Angels are crying"
Which most children believe is happening
Small smile growing apon my face
"Oh look..."
Each drop of rain is clear & beautiful
Yet different & strange & perfect
"Just like you..."
its not a fucking game by SpillCanvasLover, literature
Literature
its not a fucking game
Do you realize how much I loved you?
I just want you to know when you said to her that you loved her
I think my heart broke
Most of the time it just heals
But
With you it's like a game
Why can't you just realize
This is not a fucking game
And if it is
I don't wanna be a player
Remember when getting high was on the swing set?
When protection was your bike riding helmet?
When the only thing you could get from boys was cooties?
When we couldnt wait to grow up?
Everything
The only thing I can say to you
Is something you'll never hear
But I wish there could be
More times with you
Its something you already know
But, hell, I'll say it anyway
Even if your gone
I love everything about you
And the things we did together
But the everything we will never do
Is see each other again
Ahhhahahaha fuck my life lets get high & touch the sky : ]
-iight so i LUV this show called the Othersiders :excited: i watch it online & if u dont kno who they are get the fudgey-wudgey off my page : D theyre ppl who hunt ghosts. My friend said theyre was stuff floating around in her room... & i was all CALL THE [bum bum bum] OTHERSIDERSSSSS : D it was epic...
-My friend falls alot... :XD: wat a clumsy giirl
boring journal...
TEAM JACOB ? : D
ur pride & joy ~SpillCanvasLover (https://www.deviantart.com/spillcanvaslover)
WOW! WOW! WOW! i havent realized how longs its been since i got on dA but im here & here to stay :D all my lovers & haters lol im gonna be on more theres just some things i had to take care of before i could sign in again lmaooo ima loser :D more like a faq LOL but watevaaaaa
IM STILL WRITING SOO PLZ CONTINUE TO WAIT FOR MORE POEMS if u like them xd lol
on the bright side -- i cant stop listening to Spill Canvas :heart: :heart: :heart:
&! i made a new discovery :excited: :excited: :excited: these cute bracelet thingys that make animals xDD i have 2 that i stole from my friends lol ima badass XD but anyway; i like them :meow:
iight :blowki
yea its february which means it valentines everyones happy but me. i mean dont blame me its not like theres anything to be happy about.
its not like i have anyone to spend it with
You've been hugged by me! Spread the DA love around! (copy and paste this onto their page)
RULES: 1. You can hug the person who hugged you! 2. You -MUST- send this to 6 people, at least! 3. You should hug them in public, post this on their userpage! 4. Random hugs are perfectly okay (and sweet) 5. You should get hugging right away!
Send this to all of ur friends and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are loved!
1-3 you are a bad friend 4-6 you are an okay friend 7-9 you are a good friend 10&up you are a great friend!